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昨天晚上..

我闲着便走到外头去...本想看看狗儿..

抬头一望的刹那就被一片星空吸引着...

漆黑的夜空...

被无数无数的星星填得这里一堆...那里一堆....

然后, 还留意到当天的新月...

多久没观星了...

仔细一看, 有的星星比别的较为大颗...

有的颜色却呈橙红色....一闪一闪...

就是这么简单却叫人心旷神怡.....

不经不觉...

明天我就要和我的好朋友对抗我们的敌人了....

那么美好的心情就在此给破坏了....

时间过得真快啊....

考试的日子要来临了....

是时候开始温习了...

金牌啊...金牌...

为什么我感觉到我们的距离越来越远....

我已经做了很多复习...

为什么我们的距离还是保持不变呢....

那是因为我不够努力...

还是我们真的没缘...

谁能告诉我为什么...

我的好朋友们...

真的很对不起...

我无法完成我的承若...

没办法把金牌带回来跟你们分享...

真的觉得自己很没用...

小小的一个承若也达不成...

看着时间的走失...

考试的时间也越来越迫近了...

心情变得越来越害怕...

我不停地重复问自己...

是真的拿不到吗...

还是我缺乏信心...

到校之后..

我不断地寻找他们...

寻找他们的所在...

可惜我找翩整校也看不到他们...

原来在校没有朋友是那么可怕的....

那种孤独又寂寞的感觉真的很难受...

当时的我...

真的很无助...

又缺乏信心...

可是老天有眼...

在我最无助最彷徨最无奈的时候...

他们出现了...

他们给于我信心...

把我从寂寞中带走...

让我脱离那孤独的感觉...

是你们...

让我明白到你们的存在对我是那么重要的...

谢谢你们（好朋友）...

你们...(普通朋友）...

因为你们的无视...

让我变得更加的坚强...

谢谢你们成为我的推动力...

成为我要发奋的目标...

也因为你们让我明白到朋友多并不代表好...

知心的几个就够了...

胜峻虹强...

我会加油努力的...

你们也一样吧...

让我们一起为我们的未来奋斗..

相信明天会更好...

加油加油!!!!

风

“风”

Wind...i like this word...

dun know why...

start from form 5....

i realize that i really love this word...

so that i make my nick name EDWIN...

cause i hope wind can bring away all my sadness...

I'm the silence and quiet boy ...

when i'm form 1,2,3..

i dun have so much frenz at that time...

cause me always keep silence in the class..

me now realize that i really miss many thing at that time..

miss to "ponting"...

miss to said "four letter word"

miss to chase girl...

and a lot lot...

But luckly ...

i change my style in form 4...

started to meet many frenz...

and i became more and more friendly...

i always finding a group of best frenz..

i want my best frenz can chat with me..

will find me ...

and share the hapiness with me...

but finally i fail to find it...

maybe i really not suitable to be a friend with each other...

Time was pass and pass...

now i already 20 years...

i try my best to find my best frez in this few year...

but i fail to do it...

but god not treat me so bad...

me now finally find it...

i so love my best frenz now....

i dun want to see they sad...

dun want to see they suffer..

i will try my best to make they hapi...

Now is the time to let my best frenz away...

which accompany me pass a few year...

wind...

sry for leaving u...

now i not need u.....

i want send u to my best frenz ...

i want u help me to bring away all my best frenz sadness...

i dun want to see they sad...

i want to see they always hapi and smile...

Sry my best frenz...

Anson...and June....

hope u all can forgive me....

did u two feel ....

i'm very trouble.... always find u two chat....

cause i really very take care and worry about u two...

cause i know...

suffer is really very pain in the heart...

i try it before...

i dun want u two like me...

Last time...

when i was sad...

i never tell other...i just keep it and keep it...

really very suffer at that time...

almost want cry...

but dun have ppl know...

I dun know ...

whether our friendship can keep long long or not...

but i just can tell u all that...

i will forever forever treat u all so good...

just like my family member...

i will try my best to let u all hapi...

let u all smile and laugh ...

just we r "BEST FRENZ"

thx u all given me a hapi memory...

i wouldnt forget it..

my best frenz..

(A.J.M.F.S.C)

thx for reading..

sry for too many grammer mistake..

hope dun care it...

夜风

‘夜里的风很冷’
‘想刺痛了我的骨’
暮然回首，十几年的人生路途，丰富了我心中的日记本...

也让我变得更坚毅.... 过去的每一页中...
我最喜欢记载着学院生涯的那一页.....
也是我最讨厌的一页.....
成长让我找到最初的梦想与感动.....
但是成长却是一个艰难的旅程.......

在这艰难的旅程中.....
我们心中总有无数的渴望.....
渴望着细水长流的友情......
渴望着轰轰烈烈的爱情....

渴望着父母给予的温情..

在这艰难的旅程中....
我们心中总有无数的向往....
向往自由自在的生活...
向往无忧无虑的人生..
向往着那美好的未来.

但时间偏偏做了选择..

将我们狠狠地隔开..
我们之间出现了一道道的城墙..
既坚固又冷漠..
难道友情就一定要这样被隔离了吗??

时间你真的很狠..
我一定要打破时间的诅咒..
打破城墙..

我不断的努力再努力..

我相信..

会有那么一天..
我们在世界的某个角落相遇..
在相遇的那一刻..
我们很有默契地说....
朋友好久不见.

我们回到过去....

喝着爷爷泡的茶..既香浓又甜..
喝出了友谊的味道....
希望我们永远被圈着.....
没有人可以走进来..
也没有人可以走出去....

朋友..
哪怕会有那么一天...
我偷偷地哭泣...

请你们不要笑我....

因为感动的事实在太多...
我只想和你们一起出去走走...
就这样到永远!!!

Distance Became Far And Far

"Distance Became Far And Far.."

This Sentence was wandering in my mind....

Wat should i do now...

Just Give up or Continue kept like this...

Me is different from my frenz...

all my frenz is suffer by their love...

but me...

just suffer by the frenz..

can said is the relation with the frenz...

The relation between me and my school frenz became cold and cold...

How can became like this...

Maybe really is my problem...

Wat should i do now..(reply)

Somebody pls tell me...

Especially my best frenz (A,J,F) ..pls teach me...

me really so suffer in this relation...

When met my frenz in school...

my mind and my brain became blind...

i dun know wat i should talk to they...

me started to feel strange....

That day they we out again...but didnt call me...

but me didnt felt angry...

me also dun know why...

maybe me really give up this relation....

This few day in school...

i just kept silence and silence...

when they came to my sit and chat...

my leg will automatic stood up and go away...

maybe i really cant faced with they...

i still remember my teacher said this sentence again...

we should take care of our secondary school frenz..

cause they really is treat u as frenz...

i not means my frenz not treat me as frenz la..

maybe we really is not the same character...

but luckly i got two best frenz chat with me in school...

although one is in other class (J) and one is in same class (F)...

and although we just chat at recess time....

but is enough for me..

so thx my frenz....

After this day...

i wouldnt sad again...

cause i need to pay attend to my MYOB now...

i really hope can take aware ..

and share it to my best frenz...

but me didnt have confidence now...

cause my school paper just take 70+ mark only...

dun said external ....

Who can give some confidence to me...

just leave 10 day...

external exam was coming....

Yesterday was damn bad too..

go ipoh 3 times...

yesterday afternoon my frenz was calling me when i have a class..

he want me to accompany him to ipoh ...

although i just came back from ipoh...

by force..i also went together...

our aim to ipoh is buy MP3..

our damn bad lukcy is going back to ipoh again...

cause after reached home..we just realize that..the mp3 was broken...

and we decided to go back again...

from this lesson...we learn that we should check all the thing when we purchased it...

That' all for today...

Thx for reading...

sry for using broken english...

NicE dAy AgaiN witH BeST FrenZ...

"Nothing gone change my love for u"...

Wa..nice song was pass to my ear yesterday morning...

haha...dun think me is listening song at that time la...

that is my alarms song la...damn shit.....

6 am was caming jor...need to wake up lo...

although i so tried...but by force need to wake up quickly...

cause if dun wake up..sure will late to school lo..haiz...

Damn Pity !!!!...

Fortunate dun have bad thing happen in school...

The time was pass minute by minute...

hour by hour ........

There was 1 pm lo...suddenly ....my mind was control me to think.......

how to pass tonight....???

i just dun want stay in house..cause boring ar...

think ...think...think...aoya...today GUNUNG RAPAH got Pasar Malam ar...

Cause never go to there before...so i decided to invite my frenz...chai foong ...June .., and Anson to go...but damn pity la....June have tuition later....haiz...down again...cause if june dun go...just we three go only ar..then sure will boring that...

haha...but june suddenly said.." i cant go PM with urs .. but after finish tuition...we can drink tea ar...." when hearing this...my mood came back jor...so i bless god...pls ...dun rain today....pls la....Pls la....haiz...(look like crazy...)

Hour by hour...second by second...(Reply many time jor)..

7 pm is reach ...luckly ..god like got hear wat i said...the sky look very bright...haha...after fetch chai foong ...anson ...and jing....it almost 8 pm lo...haiz..but nevermind la..still early ar..cause june tuition until 930 pm ar...we still got many time to walk ar..haha...

but in here i need to thx jing and anson..cause they teach me the shortcut to gunug rapah...thx ya...

When we reach Gunung rapah..it was 830 pm lo...cause we four ppl also the first time to gunung rapah PM...and dun know where is the location...so we park our car in OLDTOWN there and walk to PM la...

Alamak....quite stuipid we r....the distance from OLDTOWN to Pasar Malam...so far ar...we just walk walk walk...like take part the starwalk....walao...damn shit la..really very far ar...but finally we also reach there...Walk Walk like stupid walk in there...925 was caming...suddenly june call us jor..he came to fetch us to oldtown ...cause really too far..and we dun want walk again...but june...be ur frenz..or best frenz...i need to tell u that..drive careful la..u not a cat ar..u dun have 9 life ar..hope u understand wat i said...

after reach oldtown..we start to order our drink....and we chat so funny in there..but suddenly june have a message...we see it ar..and i know june was very sad at that movement...but june also try keep cover him sadness in front of us...june if u really feel sad..u can tell us..we will help u that..u not need to cover and force urself to smile la...

After finish drink ..we decided to back home...but this time really damn bad luck la..we meet a block jor..the policeman said want check my lesson..so i let him see lo...maybe he envy me so handsome..so want to see i got lesson or not..but i wouldnt blame him la..cause handsome is fixed that...who also cant change it ar...haha (wa...dun want face ) ...after fetch they back alraedy 11.50pm lo..and me feel damn tried jor..cause tomoro need to wake up at 6 am again ar...haiz...enough lo..sleep ba...haha.....

(June i need to be copy cat again)...

cause i want to copy ur sentence which u give anson....

"June just forget her la"...

"Next one will be better "

ok lo..that's all for today....

but before i end it..i need said sry to anyone..

cause i just using broken english to finish this blog...

so pls dun blame me ....haha..thx for watching....

nice day with a best frenz....

Today is my 1st day to leave comment in blog ....
First..i want thank my frenz (June).....
Teach me How to Play this Blog....
Yesterday was a very nice day for me......
Because enjoy so much with my best frenz...
Yesterday we go out again...this time we have one new frenz join us...
June.........
Although we know each other just half a month....
but just feel like so close....
Yesterday we go to jusco and just window shopping...
After that...we go Station 1 to have our dinner....
There very romantic........
Suitable for frenz and couple go..........
After finish having a dinner..
We start taking some crazy photo in there...........
Although there got many ppl looking at us.....
but we dun feel shy ....maybe we still a young boy and young girl..
and is time for us to enjoy our life........
After finish take photo....we decided go to sing K in ebox.........
When we reach eBox...just 8 pm....
but our package is sing until 2am..........
walao.......how can sing too long..........
but we still enjoy it so much................
Time step by step.........
minute by minute...........
1 am is reach......suddenly a malay man was came into our room....
He is a policeman but....but just look the face...
He just look like murder.......
After he take our IC.......he call us go to one room....
We start Feel scare.....because never see this thing happen.......
First...they call us Five PPl ............
Me .. Anson.. Marcus..June...Chai Foong...and Sharon
Go to One Room.........but ten more minutes.........
Chai Foong and Sharon was called to other room........
That time..our Mind became blind......
The police man said need to test urine.........
But luckly we r not selected......maybe is our face look handsome...(haha)
Test this Test that....half hour is pass.........
Finally came back room jor....
but we dun have the feel to continue sing....
we just sit at there and chat ...........
2 am is near...and we decided to leave there.........
After fetch june back home....
Me and chai foong continue our way to back home.........
After reache home......It was almost 3 am jor....
Wa so tried in today...........but enjoy it so much...
Cause 1st meet a spot check.......
And let us learn a lot.........
But finally i need to said sry to my frenz ...
June......
Cause first time go out with us..........
then let police check IC......
Haiz............
But the aim for 2night to go out.............
Is want to help my two down frenz.......
( Anson and June )..........
To forget the sadness.........
Finally i need to thx my best frenz....................
Anson, June, Marcus, Chai foong and sharon.....
Because given me an unforgotable day..........



Need to say sry to who read my post..
Cause my english too bad...